It's you again

It’s you again…
©2010 Mary Cunningham

Oh shit
It’s you again
Here to attempt to screw up my plan
You sit on my shoulder
As I move the boulders
Telling me you can’t, there’s no way
If you do, there will be hell to pay
The weight of you causes tension and strain
The only way to get to you is to
Move past the pain
I flick you off a part of me and you jump to another
Laughing in that heinous tone
I’d fail if you had your druthers
But this time it’s different with you and I
Because now I acknowledge you and stop to say hi
I don’t regret that you are here
I know longer make you wrong
For if you weren’t here to push me
I might know how to be strong